THIS IS IT. I'm moving.To where? Methodist High School.I can't hold my tears no more when I think of leaving all my bestie behind.All those times we had together, the sad ones and the happy ones..How can i possibly live without any of them?Someone, anyone. Tell me how, how do you survive without those people who meant everything to you and you would even give them the whole world if you could. Tell me how is life gonna be without those who once upon a time, managed all your flaws and completed your life. Tell me how, how is it possible to say goodbye to someone you can't-live-without?Do you know what does it means without all your bestie/soul sisters be your side? It means no more latest gossips, no more dramas, no more funny yet lame jokes, no more spelling the word 'fun' everyday when you're with them, no more stupid jokes that could make you laugh historically even tho it's not the best joke ever, no more skipping class together, no more imagining the-world-is-in-our-hands everytime when we're together, no more sitting down on the floor for hours talking about anything and everything, no more teasing bout' others for no particular reason, no more commenting about how awful a certain teacher dressed, no more hating that someone together, no more hugs anytime whenever you feel like dying or when you're living in "emo village", no more being crazy and wild and screaming our lungs out in class, no more bringing any phones/cameras together to school and getting paranoid when someone said there's a spot-check today, no more eating/drinking in class and getting warned by the teachers together, no more playing with water and making the whole class soaking wet, no more talking about how much we love or hate a certain celebrity, no more saying "I'm gonna fail" everytime after every test we took, n more copying each others homework or even folios, no more giving each other opinions about our crushes, no more hiding under the table and started giggling when we hear someone knocking on the door because during that period of time, we were supposed to be in somewhere else, no more chasing each other like maniacs in class and making everyone feel annoyed, no more being ahlian & ahbeng together, no more acting like retards and doing all crazy things in public and don't give a damn about what others might thing cause as long as we're having fun, it's alright, and mostly of all, NO MORE HANGING WITH EACH OTHER EVERYDAY, EVERY MINUTE, EVERY SECOND, to me.Please tell me how am i gonna live my life? Just the thought of leaving all my friends behind, kills. It kills even more to leave. I mean who am I gonna tell all my secrets to? Who can I fully trust when ALL the people who meant the world to me is not around? Who's gonna give me useful advice when I need it right on the spot? And who, who's gonna give me a big teddy bear hug when I need it most? Taking all my friends away from me as if my life is not full enough of misery & sorrows. You know, this is the moment where I truly feel how awful & meaningless life is gonna be without them all by my side. Sometimes, it feels like the world is gonna end, Like I have no more life. People who changed my life and make me a better person, people who gave me a chance to be a better me. See how meaningful my friends meant to me right now? I swear, swear I'm gonna miss them like how a child misses its blanket and I love them, like how a bee loves its honey. Well, I sincerely hope that nothing is gonna change even if we're all in a different school and definitely a different place. I hope no one is ever gonna change. I don't know how long is our friendship gonna last or how close are we gonna be after I moved, but I'm very sure that all of you guys are gonna be my bestie/soul sisters for the rest of my life and nothing is gonna change that. All of you guys are the best soul sister anyone could ever have. Thank you all for all the memories you guys gave me although some of us weren't as close as last time anymore but still.. You guys are simply my life savers; my everything. I love you guys with all my heart :) You guys should know who you are :)Anith, Janice (L), Exxa, Simhuey, Lydia, Thina, Jennwi, Peidee, Nabilah, Angel, Yenfang, Joanna, Hani, Seo, Eunice, RuiLin, Kuga, Tay, Nicole, Janice (C), Priscilla, WanMay and all of my other friends out there, you should've known, you mean this much to me :)
I love you all, forever & always :) :)* Fyi, I'm writing the names in random order :) *If I know how to use photoshop, I'd photoshop the word "Good" to "BEST" :)
& also, this is why :
Cause all of you guys are simply, AMAZING :)yours sincerely,Kaiwee! :((loadsoflove)p.s: & I'm already missing you guys like hell :(
Cause all of you guys are simply, AMAZING :)